Lately it feels like I've been carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I was a stay at home mom for 11 years and had to go back to work outside of my home full time about a year and a half ago. While I love helping provide for my family I hate how I feel. I feel like I am such a horrible mother. I have no patience anymore. I'm tired all the time. (I have 4 kids and 3 of them participate in different activities everyday of the week. Not to mention I get up at 5:00 to go to the gym.) I feel like nothing I do is ever good enough. Then on top of all that, I have a spouse that has decided to leave the church. Am I alone?