A few days ago my husband told me he didn't know if he believed in modern day prophets or Joseph Smith. He also said he didn't like the way he felt when he goes to church. I have noticed for a few months this chip on his shoulder every time we went to church. He has become cynical towards our ward and some of the people in it. ( which in a way I Have seen him be mistreated:( ) he was crying as he told me how much he loves me and wants me to be happy, but he would understand if I wanted to be with someone that would be at church with me... I knew he was struggling a bit with going to church, but I had no idea to what extent. He has had some health issues that made going to church very uncomfortable and I feel that is where it all started. It can become easier and easier not to go. He is a convert to the church and we have had some incredible spiritual experiences together. It has been devastating to me, I think of broken dreams, not having him baptize our daughter, going to church by myself, never sitting with him in the temple again, and so many other things. I'm trying to stay positive, but it is hard, I am hurt. I don't know how to support him through this trial. As much as I don't want it to drive a wedge between us it feels like it is. I am trying to think of him how our Savior would. I love my husband, he is my best friend. How can I show and feel love towards him even though I feel so broken and hurt? What are ways I can endure and feel peace?
