ericdav

my pat blessing says i have to find her.........i feel like even if i date every women i find theres no way i can find her cause i dont know where to look

that will take forever to find though thats alot of women to date

yes i like being around women too much honestly, i hate being around men, but how does that help when there are millions of women to choose from? should i just date 1 million women?

i dont know who to date though, out of all the lds women my age or around my age out of every country its impossible for me to know. the only surety i have is she wil be able to help me with my anxiety issues, other than that no idea.

i have no idea where to look for my companion.....yeah..says thje lord has prepared her and im like a deer in headlights ive prayed numerous times still nothing i know its about faith but at least give me a hint.

all i know is im scared to death to make a wrong choice if it is destiny or pre-destined im screwed if i make the wrong person, my patriarchal blessing literally says god has chosen her for me already and she is being prepared which isnt good news for me because I DONT KNOW WHO SHE IS, GREAT IF GOD KNOWS BUT IF I DONT CHOOSE RIGHT im gonna be cast out of gods kingdom. it says i need to find her but great there are millions of women and i dont even get a clue, let alone a map, i need massive help because this literally has caused me to be depressed, suicidal, confused, anxious you name it and ive felt it. any comments will help. im 23 and no job no direction, no clue where to look.