gotsmiles07

Thank you for your encouragment. I know what I must do, but I need to take steps to reach my goals. Change is hard and changing for the better is even harder. It is nice to have people who care. Your words touched my heart. Thank you, the spirit is strong with your words. Smiles

I live in Portland. I grew up in Minnesota, that is where my family lives. I married and moved here. I was raised in the church but choices of life were not made in good judgment and now I am no longer a member. I am trying to get back into the church, it is hard with little spiritual support in my home. I am not blaming anyone but myself, I just find it easier to be behind a screen right now. I am afraid of being with saints incase I pull them down. Do you think I am being overly protective of the church members? Or is it a good lie to keep me away from actually going to church? I am afraid I guess of what they will think. Smiles

I just wanted to say hello to everyone. I am lingering in the backround of life, I am having a lot of questions and hope that I will find answers to those questions. Thank you for you time. T