I'm so happy to find this forum. I read some of your threads and its very interesting. To start with, I was convert to this church by my husband who is a member but inactive. Got baptized and been active to church till in late 2000 where i had a problem with my husband. The only answered to our problem was to leave him. I couldn't just left him coz i had a little boy who was 3months old and secondly I had no more annual leave. I stopped going to church, i tried to prayed but i couldn't concentrate. I was so hurts, i felt that my heart was torn to pieces. :rolleyes: :D :D