I can only "Guess" because of the holy ghost. Indeed, one thing is very clear for the honest researcher. If you plan to stay in the Mormon church it takes a bit of confirmation bias which is faith. You know, believing in something first and then allowing the spirit to confirm it. And hey if you are happy I salute you. I support agency, but looking for a way to PROVE the church is true or find facts is not going to happen. Gonna have to use faith.