Hey thanks for the nice reply. Thanks for the link too! I have just been listening to it with audio only on my i-pod! I love their discussions and the people calling in with very important and interesting questions. I am enjoying it and I have only got through lesson 7! I can't seem to move on until I have listened to each week's lesson a few times! I want to apply it. I have found that the concepts me being my true self so clarifying. I knew I was a spirit before I came here. I understand that I am a spirit having a human experience... what is different for me now is that I can see that my inner inner "I" doesn't want to be a screaming mother. I was in a habbit, I was labeling myself and seeing myself as overwhelmed with 6 kids. Now I am listening to my inner"erds (ha ha that is a funny word.. is it even a word?? ha ha) I am staying present and really listening to my kids more. I am not flying-off-the-handle and snapping at everyone like I was doing. I knew I didn't like who I had become and now I understand why I let myself become such a "witch" and how to stop being that kind of woman. The woman behind all those labels is really a pretty nice person. I am excited to let her be the one that everyone gets to meet again. (sounds like I should change my name to Syble, Syble, Syble) ha ha ha Anyway. Thanks for reading!