I wish it were under better circumstances that have brought me here but atlest I have made it. I recently came to a realization that the last 10 years of my life I have been tying to hide from who I really am and in the meantime I chased away and hurt the one true love of my life. If it is the end of my marriage I can't say at this time but I can say that I finally have come back to my true self. A son of God who holds the power and ability to act on behalf of him. I know that I can control myself and that I am the one who gave the adversary the ability to over come me and change me. I know I sill have a long way back but I know that I can because I am an heir to the kingdom of god and with that knowledge I am capable of helping others. And it is through helping others that I will help myself.
