I am late to the party but hope that someone will read this and help me out. I married a girl who waited for me while I was on my mission. She was the girl of my dreams. We recently relocated and in the process of unpacking I found an old journal of hers. My first mistake was reading it. What she was before and after had little to do with what she was while I was gone. She had to see bishops on several occasions during those two years and she just about married the in the more serious relationship. When I saw that I felt like I had been sucker-punched. We have been married for a few years and have had good and bad as any relationship but now I am hurting. Had I known this before we married, well, I don't know what might have turned out. I know I should forgive and forget but the fact that she was someone else for someone else is destroying me. Someone help, please...