Thank you to everyone who posted a comment to me, it makes me feel welcome and also have a desire to come back. I am constantly saying "it's hard" but really I know that so many people have it so much worse than me. I am sorry for those people,and hope that through my experiences that I might be able to help and share some light. I have good days and bad days, but I am moving on and I am finding happieness. Thank you again to all, and I look forward to more postings.