Dear Mr. Josh85,
It is with sincere thanks that I received your posting and would love to be among your friends,
I do understand fully as to where you are coming from. I too am now single again and have not returned to my ward for sometime due to " Mormon want to bees " out there. Yes it is very tuff to be single and be in this church as they seem to view only familys and couples. I have not given up on our Heavenly father as I know that he lives and therefore knows our personal needs.
Until I see the time for my return to the ward, I shall do only the prompings of the Holy Spirit
that moves my heart in the direction of what Heavenly father would have me do and go. Do not give up.. There are many people out there like us and if we use alll that God has given us to unite as singles
then I am sure a change will come. After all " With God all things are positable ". Look on the bright side for now as the missionarys are there for you, I have seen mine only once in three years and even then it was for only a moment.
Respectfuly Mr. Ozone