BrownieLover

OK lets see... Judgemental? Maybe like when people are saying that I have no right to tell my husband what to do when Im not, telling me to work on my marriage when they have no idea what my marriage is like, saying if my marriage fails its my fault, practically accusing me of crushing on the missionaries. I dunno....thats not what I was saying and yet people pulled it out of my writing. Its just weird to me. And you know...I guess if you dont have anything nice to say then why say anything at all? This site doesnt really seem like a very healthy site to be on. People are rude and honestly, its a little disheartening. Im just really glad that my ward isnt filled with negative people like you guys. Cause if it were, I probably wouldnt be able to go. It would be very hard. This is a really good example at how satan is on the internet. Constantly trying to pull you off your path my discouraging you. And you guys definetly have been discouraging. So you all can take your words and eat them. Thanks!

Yeah I think alot of you guys misunderstood what I was talking about and just wrote judgemental and untrue things. lol.

I married a non-member last year. I love him. And we have a child together. My husband has no current interest in being baptized or taking me to the temple. It makes me really sad. Sometimes I feel like I cant even move, I get so sad. Lately the missionaries have been coming around to teach my husband. They've become really good friends to our family. They've been coming for weeks now and just last week I started having weird feelings towards them. I really love them. Not like I want to leave my husband for them or anything like that. But they have something that my husband doesnt have. And I love that part about them. I really want that part of them. I wish that my husband had the things that they have. Things like the preisthood. I cant stop thinking about them and how wonderful they are. Im feeling distant from my husband now. I dont know where I see myself with my husband 10 years from now and that scares me. My heart is in a very weird place right now. I dont know what to do. I just wish my husband would be the same as me. Mormon.