Ok so im leaving for my mission in a couple of months. I want to go but i am feeling so much opposition to the whole time. About 6 months ago i had a girlfriend who wasnt as good as she should of been and she put her hand below my belt for a few seconds, she didnt do anything just had it there.. This happened two more times before i put a stop to it. She also put mine down below hers once and i didnt like this at all. Nothing happened. So i told her thats enough, im putting my papers in soon and i dont want to have this be an issue. A month or two later i was plagued with the idea of whether i needed to go talk to my bishop and i didnt want this to jeopardize my mission so i decided to go into my living room and pray and if i felt that i could not be forgiven by pouring my heart out to God then i would not need tell my bishop, people have said if you feel guilty then you need to talk to your bishop. Well about 30 minutes into prayer i had an overwhelming feeling of peace and happiness and forgiveness. And now 2 months before my mission im worried that satan will try and get me to feel guilty and come home early over something i know i've been forgiven for. I felt the spirits so strongly when i prayed and when i think about it i feel the spirit again. So am i just worrying too much?
