"Our God will see that we receive justice&fairness, but if not...He will make sure that we are loved&recognized, but if not...We will receive a perfect companion&righteous children, but if not...We will have faith in Jesus Christ, knowing that if we do all we can do, we will, in time&in His way, be delivered&receive ALL He has!" ~Elder Dennis S. Simmons, "But If Not...", Ensign, May 2004.
"Faith is believing that although we do not understand all things, He does. Faith is knowing that although our power is limited, His is not. Faith in Jesus Christ consists of complete reliance on Him" ~ Elder Dennis S. Simmons (same talk)
iwishiwasfree, please don't do something that doesn't let you to live with Heavenly Father in Eternity. I know what you feel. I've prayed a lot when missionaries had told me that Heavenly Father will answer on my prayer. But month or more I prayed without results. It was my first prayers in my life and it was very hard to understand that He doesn't answer. But once when I was very depressed I had received a personal revelation. I really know that He loves me. Through His Love, Light, Warmness I was healed. Now every time when I thank him and try to express my love to Heavenly Father I can feel waterfall of his love. Honestly, I've understand lately that I was not prepared to his strong love. Years of my life I was sure that nobody loves me even my mother.
It was a shock for me to feel how Heavenly Father loves me.
Even now being in The Temple or on Sacrament Meeting or in my prayer I can feel how strong his love. I cry like 5 years old girl and feel that his love healing me but it is still surprised that someone can love me.
I have no job too now. I feel no good. But when I think about Christ, about his Gethsemane, about his sufferings I think that I can find power to overcome my problems. He still did suffer more than me or anybody in this World.
