I agree with most, you are just as welcome as ever to come back. To be honest I have seen your story many times over. My suggestion to you is to really cling to your faith. I know that sometimes members in the church have an issue with fellowshiping and making new members or seekers feel comfortable. However, the church is true and the people within the church are second to none in this flawed society. Every week I look around and feel so grateful to be associated with so many good people, even if they are less friendly sometimes. Your father in heaven loves you and so do all the people in the church.
