Thank you all so much for the welcome :)
I plan on contacting missionaries soon. I have been looking for my church home for sooo long now I hope that I have a positive experience with this church. Unfortunatly, I always feel awkward walking into a new church with my boys. I am not a very outgoing person and it takes everything out of me to meet new people. I also hope to met a good man that my boys can look up to. They need a good male figure in there lives. My oldest is involved in cubscouts and they take tae kwon do and they see good male role models there, but my father and my ex are both workholics and don't spend much time with them. I have financial support but not much emotional support. I tend to get depressed over the fact that I choose to marry a man who is not religious at all. I feel like I should have known better, even though I was very young when we married (20 years old) and I wasn't very religious at the time either. I feel like it was doomed from the start. When I see married couples with children out and about I wonder why I can't have that. I am not a jealous person but it honesltly makes me very sad and I feel quite lonely at times. Anyway, I went a little off topic...Thank you all for the responses. I look forward to getting to know you all better :)
