so i'm in a bit of a problem, and by "bit" i mean HUGE. i'm a returned missionary, i served an honorable mission. some of the principles that i tought on my mission i had to put into practice after, and i've come short. The girl i'm dating and i have been struggling with the law of chastity for quiet sometime now. i know i love her, and i also know beacuse of what i've done i've expressed that love in the wrong way. and now i'm tryin to decide if it is correct that i should marry her as i feel i should. the problem is, i know it is impossible for me to recieve answers where i am right now, since i'm not worthy and all.
so... knowing the repentance process is a lengthy one in this case, how do i make sure that i dont miss out on the oportunity of marrying this girl, who i believe could be teh person i want to spend the rest of my life with?
i've searched through countless talks and church material, but i seem to always run into "in order to recieve an answer about who you should marry, you need to be worthy"
help!