Breaking

As for the trivial age thing, I was in such a hurry that I just put in an age so I could post to try to get some suggestions asap.

Just to verify some things: -Its not child porn -I'm 18 Also, lately, I've been thinking that it's possible its a hormonal imbalance... Reasons why I think this way is since there will be times out in public or even at home where I have an erection. It will be random, and not because of thoughts or anything. It'll just come out of the blue.

Those filters don't work for me. I can't seem to restrain myself from just getting past them. I have used k9 in the past.

I understand so little about what to do, and I've struggled and shed so many tears so often. The addictions of pornography and masturbation has eaten me up from the inside out. I have times where I have great success, where weeks have gone by without me breaking, then I have yet another slip. I decided that I need to find a firm and resolute answer to what I need to do. I've turned to my Father in Heaven daily, asking for help and strength to overcome these powerful addictions; asking that I may be able to break free from the chains that hold me down and asking with a true intent. I've found this does help, but I still find myself in the dumpsters. I'm 18 years old, LDS, and I'm here saying I'd give anything a chance or opportunity if it helps me move past these addictions. I'd love to break this 6 year addiction. I'd like to serve a mission, called of God, and be truly worthy. This is something that I personally would like to achieve, but I know it's not possibly with just myself. I'm currently attending the single's ward in my local community, and am almost licensed to work a medical-based job. I have a FIRM testimony of the church, its leaders, and the gospel itself. I also have a firm testimony that this cause is something I should strive for. Methods that I've tried in the past; many trying simeotaneously: -Admit I'm addicted to Pornography/Masturbation -Morning and Evening Scripture Study -Morning and Evening Prayer -Serving my community and neighbors with odd-jobs; etc;. -Talking with my parents/bishop OFTEN (Weekly for Bishop, Daily with Parents) -Counseling -Online Programs -Taking up new hobbies -Keeping a prayer in my heart through-out the day -Trying with all my might to keep my thoughts clean and pure (Hum primary hymns) -Talking with other addicts/ex-addicts about the problem -Attending Church weekly; with a desire to learn and grow -Ask for priesthood blessing(s) Other strategies I've tried were around the lines of going running when I felt the tempation, working on a big project to keep my mind off, and even yelling at the top of my lungs. I want to change. I'd like to be able to use the priesthood I've been given. I want to change not just for me, but for my future and current family. I've spent too much time pushing and striving to just give up. Please; any and all suggestions would be very much so appreciated.