I am a college student and have stopped going to church. Sometimes I go to institute but very rarely. I don't feel worthy to pray and I know my Heavenly Father loves me but I have a hard time with the Church. My first week in a single's ward we were told that if we were not planning on getting married in the next five years we were selfish. I have a hard time with how the church pushes marriage on those who just got out of high school. I am planning on going to law school and I am open to the idea of marriage but right now I want to focus on my education. Is that selfish? I am looking for advice or suggestions how to get over my pride and start going to back to church along with how to get back into the gospel.