I am just beginning. I have had some exposure to the BOM and am finding truth in it but have some reservations.
Regarding Joseph Smith, and please I don't mean to offend, I have studied his history and feel that while he may have been an extrordinary teenager, his adult life was criminal. Certainly there were some awful things visited on him and I dont agree with them, but Joseph Smith broke the law almost everywhere he went. Some say it was persecution for his beliefs. I think it was his own misdeed visited upon himself. I am not refering to the tar and feather incidents or his murder. Those were criminal as well. I refer to the banking scandel, the desire to overthrow the govt, the danites. Even more, the postion he put the membership of the church at the time. The kinderhook plates, his facsination with the Masons.
Does membership in the church require holding Joseph Smith in high esteem? If what I see in the church members is real, as I think it may be, I can look past the misdeeds of JS, for my focus would be and should be Jesus Christ. However, if membership in the church demands honoring Joseph Smith and recognizing him as an a person I want my kids to emulate. I guess I will have some issues.