Welcome Stephanie. I'm new here too. I converted to the church 17 years ago, and still struggle with it. There's a saying, the church is true, some of the people are not. Go to church, investigate, you will feel the spirit. Don't worry about not having children. A close friend of mine is married, she just turned 40, and they chose not to have kids. They are both very active in the church. If the members are truely trying to be "Christ like" they will love and accept you for who you are. I feel the church is the true church. (I just have my own personal issues) That is why I'm inactive right now. We have a temple close by that has a visitor center. I'm not sure if there's one close to you. That is a awsome place to visit, and get anserws to your questions. Missionaries are always there, and the show the best movies to help you understand the church better. Plus, you can deffently feel the spirit. Hang in there. You will know whats right for you. ((Hugs))