Hello! I'm brand new here and it's kind of an incredible thing for me to come across this first thing because I'm going through something similar. I was diagnosed with Aspergers just a few weeks ago - I'm going to be 20 in September - and it's very confusing for me. That's actually why I joined this site so early in the morning lol (my thoughts wouldn't let me sleep)
Anyways, I do know how you feel about talking to people and how impossible it can seem. Also, I'm not really going to church right now but I'm wanting very desperately to start again. Whenever I tried in the past, it was thanks to a friend who was kind enough to include me (drag me to) activities or sunday school with her. And she was my shield for a while. You just need a church buddy to help you get integrated so that you might one day be comfortable enough to take those steps. I hope that one will come your way soon. You're doing excellent so far and you're a real inspiration for me! Thank you!
