SkinnersPinners

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  1. I have never done business with the cartel. I know the guy that grows the weed I bought and he was a cool level headed guy and has one more year of law school left and wants to be a lawyer more than a pot grower. Even though he is good at what he does. I think that being a lawyer is a better route to go. I am through with drug induced highs and am planning to never do them again for the sake of my parents and god.
  2. I talked to my Bishop today. I talked to him about how I feel more holey and spiritual when I am high and he basically told me it is the devil that is disguising it self and making me believe it is more holey. He told me its a trap and I can still get out of it but I must stop now. If I keep on going Satan will get a hold of me and his grip is strong and hard to break. My parents will also be drug testing me periodically. If I am caught again I will be kicked out of my house because they say that I will have strayed to far from god. It looks like I have no choice in the matter and am going to quit.
  3. Well what if the lord is wrong about marijuana? I would guess that he didn't take the time a pleasure of smoking cannabis. And you cant judge something you haven't taken or used. All I am saying is a lot of things have changed. people used to think that the earth was the center of the solar system and now we know it isn't. Marijuana isn't a bad drug. And it can enhance some of your senses to a point. People have been brainwashed by the drug administration There are plenty of worse things out there like alcohol, caffeine, and cigarettes. I will be talking to my bishop about my experiences and I will let you guys know what he tells me. My parents already met with him today and I meet with him tomorrow.
  4. I saw my 3 year old birthday party. There was a cake and it was a chocolate Thomas the tank engine one with a 3 candle. I saw my self blow it out. I also had a memory of the park next to my house where I got scared off by this hot air balloon launch, and another when I ran naked around in a restaurant downtown when I was 2, memories that have all happened before. I have asked my parents about those memories and they are true. Why would lucifer try and show me good warming childhood memories and show me the path of being a real, truthful good human being? I am positive that it wasn't Satan trying to lead me astray. Shrooms has made me really think twice about life and how amazing everything god has made is.
  5. It may be stated in the words of wisdom it is a sin but I feel that If there is something that leads to my ability to see my religion more clearly I think there is an exception. I assume that you have never smoked marijuana so you can't tell me it isn't a spiritual experience. When I smoke weed I feel relaxed, and more alert of my surroundings. I notice things I wouldn't have noticed when sober. For me it just adds a new perspective to life and helps me understand the preachings of the bible better. I tried shrooms one time and it added a entire new dimension to life. I went on a true spiritual journey meeting a shadow entity on travel though time and space looking at my child hood memories. Memories I never knew I had. It showed me my flaws as a person and what I can do to be a better son, grandchild, student, and person in society ect... It really made me step back and look at what I need to do to be as good as a human being as I can be. It was really a life altering experience. I felt as though I connected to god in a greater way than I ever had before. It was truly astounding. For me I have found marijuana and shrooms VERY spiritual.
  6. Getting stoned for me has become more for a spiritual reason. I don't understand how it isn't natural because our brains are meant to read these chemicals. I feel that in order to totally understand what life is you may need to look at it from a different point of view, like an altered state of mind. When I am high I feel like i have a connection to god or can see proof that he has made this world we live in today. I am also more interested and motivated to go to church, and read the bible. Around a month ago I was thinking about halting my beliefs in god. Marijuana has changed that for me. I have talked to my friends about this and they tell me that hallucinogens are what I need if I'm interested in spiritual answers and journeys but that may be while from now before I think of trying any of that.
  7. Good to see some responses. My parents view my smoking of cannabis as sin and are going to talk to my bishop. I am not so sure it is a sin since I am doing no harm to me nor any one else. I don't really hide my smoking unless there are police or children around. In my opinion I think marijuana makes me a more faithful and true mormon. Eowyn: Why do you say smoking cannabis is a sin? I am curious to hear you opinion.
  8. I have smoked marijuana a handful of times with my friends but have stopped since I am unsure if I am sinning. I find that It can make me very spiritual and I can connect to the bible better but still that doesn't mean it's okay to do. What do you guys think of marijuana? Is it a sin? if so how bad of a sin?