Servitude

I once used to doubt what I was feeling and wasn't sure if it was all in my head. My first experience with gaining a testimony of god was when I was very young. I think around 11 or 12. I wanted to know why my friends my age where crying as they received the priesthood and why I never experienced what they where experiencing. I knew from when I was growing up that the adults talked about feeling the spirit and they would cry so when i saw my friends cry the same way as i have always seen in church I got sad and wanted to experience the same thing. I wondered why haven't I felt what they are feeling. One day my sunday school teacher told me if you want to feel the holy ghost just pray about it and you will receive an answer. So as I went home I prayed about what was the holy ghost I hardly remember what I said but right after my prayer something amazing happened, I suddenly felt this peace and felt a strong feeling of love for me in my heart and my mind became clear. I was so happy to feel this and even though I don't remember when i felt this ever before I felt as if I had felt this amazing peace, love, and clarity before. I so do miss this happiness. I used to get said if I didnt feel it. I would miss it little by little as I read the scriptures I would feel that same peace maybe not as strong but it was there in my heart. I would read and find joy in it. My favorite story in which i felt the spirit was when i read the story of Ammon and how he was a faithful and humble man. What stroked me most about the story was when the servants told the king that he attended the horses and was preparing them for him. That loyalty unto the lord to show a example unto his children touched me so greatly in my heart that I begin to really admired on what he was doing. I wanted to be that servant unto many and show my love for them and have that love in my heart from my father. As I fell away from the church I begin to doubt what i was feeling and wasn't sure if it was in my head. I did things that opend up my mind to cause me to realize it was not in my head and what i was experiencing was genuine and as i went back to church at 23 even after my family fell away when i was 14 and i had a testimony before that. I am the only one in my family that still trys to go. I fell away again but trying to get back into it because i dont have a shadow of a doubt that the church is not true. I did my research and found that everything points right back at the church confirming to me that it is my saviors church. I also had miracles happened that just complimented my testimony and even before that my insight of things are deep and i can perceive things that alow me to see the world in a deep way and my lord blessed me with that. I do hope that this helps. i want to bare more but i am busy. Later ill let you know more of my testimony and how it brings happiness to my life when I'm obeying what the lord wants out of me.

Ok so I have been sitting around just watching this thread unfold and learnning about this stuff is going to unfold in this wolrd. I got into this after 9/11 and was very supsicious of the fall of them then it grew into learnning about the Federal Reserve and it be used as a tool to enslave the masses. Then learned of the New World Order composed of leadership manipulated by secret combinations bent on the destruction of the United States and what it stands for. Then I came across George Washingtons Vision saying the same things these ladys are saying about the invasion of the world againts the united which is the USA. George Washington's Vision 1777 / Iran Prophecy Part 2 - YouTube I believed it cause I understood that church taught about the founding fathers being inspired by god in some way. I have also learned that the shields that protect the earth are down greatly and if a massive solar flair hits the earth that will cause a EMP wave that will knock out all electricity unless some type of ground system is placed and the powers that be know of this and are just silent waitting for the time to strike. Michio Kaku: Massive solar flare in the years 2012/2013 could throw us back 100 years - YouTube I have learned that through inside source who built underground safe structures for emergency i also learned that emergency underground shelters are being built by the goverment all around the world and has been on the increase of buying up all supply related to the construction of it. I have also learned of a Massive Planet that comes through our solar system every so thousand of years that can cause distruction to this earth if it where to fly by it. I remember one of the ladys stating this. Even the acient sumerians talk about this planet of destruction I think also the mayans not sure if i recall everything i came by and researched. The conspiracy is that the goverment spoted it through nasa and is withholding that information from us. Look it up. They have a bunch of things on Nibiru on youtube talking about this. NASA & Nibiru & 2012 - YouTube I have know idea if its true or not. I am just reseraching and considering possibilities. It is up to you to weed out the bad stuff and fight for the truth posted on the internet. I suggest Jesse Venturas Conspiracy Theory Show. Watch all of them. That should get your feets wet and also Alex Jones Show at Alex Jones' Infowars: There's a war on for your mind! mind you he is a little rude and paranoid. Dose not cuss but sure is pasionate for what he believes. Don't be turned off by him unless the spirit lets you know otherwise. Some times he dosent make me feel good because the fear he can instill even paranoia but the stuff he stats in facts is very interesting. His just doom and gloom sometimes. Yet at times very inspiring such as this video. The Ultimate Red Pill Will Break Your Trance! - YouTube The most mysterious of this conspiracys is that the world aiport murials hint of such a comming disaster. With all sorts of secret society symbolism in the Denver International Airport. Conspiracy Theory with Jesse Ventura: Apocalypse 2012 - YouTube A scary one is the plan to depopulationthe wolrd by 90%. Those some of the Bildaburg Group Members the elitist talk about this plan. Depopulation and The New World Order Part 1 - YouTube Watch and research. This is no joke to them but maybe to you but to those in charge of worldy affairs this is no game. I know I have stated stuff with out much proof but I beg you to search for your self and discover the Anti Christ is composed of earthly kingdoms. I have learned through a source who knew one of the Rockefellers that they have planed for the world a microchip to be put into all people for the purpose of control and that it can be turned off any time they want to if they rebel againts the new system that is going to be placed in the future. Nicholas Rockefeller admitted elite goal is 100% microchip population control - YouTube And also this video stating facts to search up in the new laws stating microchips. Micro Chip Implants Coming March 23, 2013? - YouTube I onced asked God a few years back in my mind why are we being decieved like this and why do they have plans to kill the world and who is truly behind all this besides top aristocrats, the first thought that came to mind was Satan. I had no spiritual confirmation but now it makes sense to me not cause of the visions of the ladys but cause the extent of this powerful people who seek destroy our libirty our familys for the purpose of a scientfic dictatorship such as aldous huxleys brave new world. One other thing I learned as years passed is that in the secret societys that are involoved in one way or the other have occultism that praises lucifer to be the enlighten one, the one true god. Manly P. Hall stated this and many others involved in secret societys that I cant name at the top of my head. I am Mormon and have always questioned what was around me. I do believe in the Church Of Jesus Christ Of latter Day Saints. I have a strong testimony of it and love the teaching of Jesus through this church. I have a testimoney of the Book Of Mormon and the Temple. I do miss the spirit cause I am not that obidient unto God and one day hope to be full commited to it as I once was. Well obviously I wasnt that fully commited but hope to be again but trully. Seperate from everything else I trullly know this church is true not the stuff I stated. If you want to ask for sources Ill look them up for you just ask me ok.