ctrJohn

I was getting a massage on my back. It was a really good massage that released a lot of tension. The trouble is, I felt myself becoming aroused. I stopped the massage immediately because I was getting close to having an 'accidental discharge'. I'm not some perv, I just don't want to lose my worthiness over a back rub. Is that breaking the law of chastity? It might seem obvious to more experienced members, but I'm a newby. I'm kind of dissappointed because It was a great back rub and all.

I'm a ysa, and a convert past mission age. I'm surrounded by rm's. All they seem to talk about is their missions. It is easy for me to feel marginalized. So I jump on every missionary opportunity I get. And whoever I marry better be ready for some mission service.