Nic

You don't sound like a loser but you do sound depressed. I don't think a lot of people on this board understand depression b/c someone who is severly depressed does not feel like doing much of ANYTHING! To tell Jackvance to get out there and find a job isn't going to help if he is suffereing ffrom depression. First things first Jack, you need help .. your Bishop should help you get counselling, regardless of if you have a degree or not. Your education isn't doing much to help if you are too depressed to do anything about it. Once you work on your mental issues, and are able to go out and find meaningful employment and get your life in order, then you can worry about finding a girlfriend. I don't think that should be a priority for you right now as you have more important things to deal with first. Take it one day at a time and try to keep a positive outlook on life. The Adversary is able to get into your thoughts so much easier when you look upon things negatively and it is him who makes you get more and more depressed and unmotivated, and eventually thinking suicidal thoughts and possibly acting them out. This is serious and you need help before you get to that point, if you aren't there already. Good luck to you and God bless.

<span style="font-family:Georgia">Thanks for sharing that story .. I'm glad I read it, I really needed it.</span>