ihms1234

Thanks for the supportive words. To clarify there is a lot of sexual frustration in our relationship on my end. I need the physical intimacy exponentially more than she does which is ok. But everytime we have tried to work something out nothing changea. I have been using the porn to cope with it. I don't want to have sex with anyone but my wife but it has become a rarity. I feel like a trash husband complaining that he doesn't get enough so I tend not to get into any more with her and have turned to this stupid way of coping.

I just need somewhere to blurt this out. I have been fighting the plague of pornagraphy for over 10 years. I am 23, married, sealed, have 2 kids, and a temple recomend. I feel like I am beyond repentance. I know that isn't true but I just feel like I have fallen to far by lying to everyone. I know that I have to talk to the bishop, I think I can handle that. What I can't handle is telling my beautiful, loving wife. We have been married for 4 years, sealed for 3. I feel like such a coward. I know I can't stop this on my own but I cannot bring myself to break her heart. How do I tell my wife that her husband and father of her children is a porn addict?