"I never feel lonelier than when i am alone praying"
I can only tell about my own experience searching for God. To feel God, is to feel the greatest and most powerful source in the universe. When I pray, or feel Gods presence, it is an deep emotion within my heart.
In the beginning I thought my feelings were of loneliness. Later on as I progressed I recognized these feelings as much more. If you listen to them, and just let them be what they are, try to understand what these feelings wants to tell you.
Understanding the emotions God gives us, sure takes time. Keep praying, ask God to reach you, and ask to understand and feel him.
