Thanks guys! I sought out and got a blessing from my ysa president and his assistant, last night. I prayed and pondered then prayed more. I felt in my spirit to tell her how I prayed before being baptized for signs it was the right thing to do. I will mention how I prayed to God to meet a good mormon girl and I met her that day. I'll say being getting to know her, making her smile and laugh makes me feel so happy amd energized. I don't want to lose this. I want to have a relationship with her. With technology it's possible to be long distance for a time then to be together again, since I am being depended upon ans quit my jobs. Only one job comes to mind if I stay in NY. I will say how I had to tell her to have more inner peace and see where things go. I'll ask what she feels for me and her thoughts. Also how she can think about it and tell me more in a few days.