kymormon

I have been married 6 years and for the first few years of marriage my husband struggled with alcoholism. This created other problems such as cheating, abuse ect. Anyway he has stopped drinking and wants to go to the temple. He is doing great going to church, home teaching ect. I should be so happy and I'm not. I don't know why but I feel myself backing away from church. My motivation to go to the temple is not there and I feel like a horrible mother and wife what's wrong with me?!