audeoninja

My girlfriend and I have been doing a lot of things lately that we shouldn't be. We both want to serve missions in a year, but right now we wouldn't be worthy. I've already talked to the bishop, but it hasn't made it any easier to change. I know I really want to go on a mission, but when we are together all I can think about is her body. What do we do? We've set boundaries for ourselves but we always cross them.

I'm 17 and a senior in high school, she is 18 and a freshmen in college. We dated for 3 months and then broke up because we decided we should try to follow the church's guidlines and not steady date. It's been about a month since we broke up, and we've both tried to go on dates with other people, but we are both pretty quite and the dates have just been awkward. They aren't even that enjoyable and They aren't worth the effort they take to plan. We still love each other and when we are together it doesn't matter what we are doing, it just feels right. I don't understand why the church would tell us to throw away this amazing relationship that we had. If we got back together it could still be just as amazing.