Hello,
This is something new for me and I would love if you could help me with this situation I have.
First anything I need to apologize if what I wrote is not easy to understand, I have a neurological situation, which began in sept, 2013.
I join here and started writing this because a few years back it was my first day at work and I was meeting my coworkers, one of them was late but at the moment I saw him. The Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost as you call Him, whispered to me that he was the one.
We had a really long friendship because I am catholic and he is mormon, later on I convinced him to date because we were looking for marriage in the future. For me this is the path God set up for us and I will follow it, even if it is changing my religion.
One day I got sick(yeap, that thingy I mention), and my family request me to search for medical support in their city. We talk, we decided to wait until I get better and he was the one who take me to the airport. A couple of months later he send me a message breaking the engangement and relationship, because he couldnt take it more and being rude towards my family and myself.
I pray every day to regain my peace because I found in LDS something that clicked with everything I feel towards the Heavenly Father but I can not understand why He still keep telling me to love him, to miss him, look for him when each time I try to talk with him, he just walks away or say hurtful things. Can I be understanding Him wrong?
I am really tired of my medical condition, the situation with him and I am more afraid that I might get lost on my way following the path He made for me. But I am grateful for the family He place me in.
