Long story short I have struggled with the law of chastity throughout my life. I have always wanted to serve a mission but worthiness was always an issue for me. I always have been straight forward with my bishop when it comes to these things. I started my papers last march and was told I needed to wait a few more months. I had been good for six months, turned my papers in and received my call. I leave in march and can't be more excited! But a couple days ago I messed up, I struggled with mastrubation but have kept it under control the past six months. But I ended up doing it again and feel absolutely terrible. I have my mission call, how did I let myself stoop so low? I don't know what to do, is it possible to repent and not have my mission pushed back? Or will my mission call get taken away or what?
