I'm not 100% sure how to respond I suppose thats what's led me here. My children have huge ties in our current church and after years it would be sad to go.
The recent cliqueyness is more the final straw that we aren't in the right place. I've been struggling with my relationship with God and feeling something was lacking for a while but had been through so much with our church I wanted to stay. Now the atmosphere has changed I'm there for the kids and our close friends.
Just conflicted at the moment between what i feel God wants for my life and what my family want.