Thank you all for your great advice! Going in my marriage we never really agreed on the topic "church". I was young n naive and kinda just went with the flow... Even after these 12 years I still feel that I should go back to the LDS gospel. My kids actually love attending my parents ward. My 12 10 n 6 yr olds are asking when are they going to get baptized? I feel guilty that I got that chance but not them. I want them to fully understand the meaning of being baptized n the holy spirit to move them. I feel that this is a now or never situation. I tried my husbands church but just never gave my %100. I want to get the chance to be able to seal my family in the temple, to have an eternal family n to see them on the other side as we cross over. At my husband's church it is %80 his family, so I feel that it's harder for him to let go. I stayed, tried it, I am very active, i have multiple callings, but still not satisfied . I may sound selfish or whatever but I feel that it is now my turn to lead to set an example for my husband. I wish I had the guts 12 yrs ago to say n follow thru this, but honestly I didn't? n this is my consequence.