Hello. I had my testimony a little shaken tonight and I could use some help. Due to recent events and a strong prompting from the spirit, I felt it was time to receive some guidance through a PB.
I prepared as best i could and was anxious for what would he shared. Meeting the patriarch helped as he explained this would be a road map for my life and if I adhered to its guidance, blessings would easy my way back to heavenly father. I felt like this is what jireally needed and felt the spirit greatly during the blessing. I was surprised at the length of the blessing. The man talked for what my said was over 10-15mins. I was thrilled at what was shared and the spirit that we all felt...until it was over. The tape recorder had failed to capture any of it.
I was and still am crushed. The patriarch quickly started the blessing over which lasted a grand total of 4 mins. He was flustered to say the least. It was so generic and bland that I felt as if someone had sucked the spirit right out of me. It was so bad ,The patriarch even forgot to detail what tribe I am apart of. I have never had my Hope's dashed so terribly before. I felt and still feel deeply torn and sad because of this. My testimony is shaken because if this is truly the word of god then what happened to the spiritual message and comfort this is supposed to bring me. All I feel is grief and the weakening of my testimony.
