ive been a member of the church for about 2 years now. i am the only one in my family and in all honesty i am just about to break the loc. im the only one in a family and to make matters worse there is only about 400 members in my city. only about 5 are my age and they are all coming and going. the only guys i meet are non members and sex is a big thing. this is just so frustrating. i used to want to keep the law but now im just worn down . at this rate i will never get married to a member. i dont live in the states or a hub so im just isolated. to make matters worse i have met the guy of my dreams and he is everything i want in a guy, smart funny intelligent, but he is not a member and has said he will never be. i dont want to, but a little part of me is wanting to throw in the towel.
