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Thanks so much everyone for your advice. I'm going to try to make an appointment with my Bishop tomorrow. It's stake conference...but, hopefully I will still see him. I feel like I have done all that I can by myself. I am ready to do this. Even though I am completely scared. -Erika. ps. I was looking through my mom's bookshelf, and we actually DO have it! So, I'm going to begin reading it right now.

Over the summer, I did something that I'm definately not proud of. I know that I need to talk to the Bishop about it.. I just can't seem the find it in me to do so. It's so hard for me to take that "leap of faith" and do what I know is right... It sounds horrible, but, I don't necessarily feel bad about what I did. No matter HOW hard I try to make myself feel bad, I just can't! I find some way to justify it to myself.. The only time that I even feel a little remorse is when I think about my future and how I want to get married in the temple.. How do I go about repenting if I don't feel remorse? I'm trying sooo hard...