Hey man, I know exactly how that feels. When I was 10, same thing happened to me and my 4 other sibs. If you're going through anything like what I went through, then It feels like an icy cold stab in your heart. you spend night after night crying yourself to sleep, until one day, what you hoped would never hapen... Hapens. You get used to it. You get over it. Hey, though, from experience, I'd have to say, WATCH OUT for apostasy, when my mom left my dad, She fell away. When that happens, and they've become "convinced" that the church is a cult, They do all that they can to screw with you're ties to the LDS Chruch. Say they want to save you, and using that logic, think it's better for you to never go to church, then go to the "Mormon Church" When that starts to happen, you must find out what is truly MOst impORtanT to you, and stick with it, NO matter what the cost, nor the consequence!