alwaysatruthseeker

Purposefully destroying your marriage(100% sure she'll leave) and family to "salve your conscience" seems like you want out of the marriage to me and this is your "noble" way of getting out. Sorry to be so blunt, I listen to too much Dr Laura. Go to the Lord in prayer, ask him to forgive you, and reveal to you your next step. Why not channel your guilt into being an incredible husband? Why not each time you feel bad do something nice for her, do the dishes, change a diaper, when your kids have left home, if you feel like your temple marriage is still worth nuking over a few kisses 15 years prior, then by all means go ahead, but don't destroy your kids childhood's because your wife is currently to immature to forgive and you know it!

Hey Mark welcome I am new here to. I own a Volcano and will get the Volcano 2 for Christmas this year. Love the stove, I am also into that whole 1 year supply, get ready for a pandemic/armageddon thing :)

Hi To keep my first post brief I will use as many LDS abbreviations as possible. I am an LDS, RM who graduated with a BS from BYU. I was not BIC but joined in HS. My DW was BIC, also an RM who got her BA and MA from BYU she is from CA, but we live in UT. We have 4 kids under 6. DD1 is 6, DS1 is 5, DD2 is 3, DD3 is 1. We are laid back about most things, but hardcore about all the important stuff!