To be honest I didn't reach out so that I could be told how amazing other peoples marriage are and to be told that I shouldn't have to work at it. As if it's not worth working on. Marriages are all different and if I have to work at mine, I will. That was the point I was trying to get across with my last post. Maybe someday (I hope some day) I will have to work less... But I sure don't feel like it's wrong to work at it now. If anyone has anymore ideas on how I can build a better relationship with my husband I would love to hear them, I'm not adverse to trying almost anything. Also, if someone would like to start a topic on " should marriages require work " by all means please do. I was just looking for advice with my specific problem Thank you to those that have given me helpful advice and were encouraging.