Takes a lot more then that. It is pretty life altering coming back. I wasn't THAT far away from the church, but I was far enough to need lots of work to get back. The thing that has always puzzled me is that no matter how far away from the church I got, I always, and I mean ALWAYS found myself back on my knees trying to find a way back, but lacking the strength and determination. I believe I have many of the keys I need to get myself where I need to be this time around though, and hope that the more I study and learn, the easier it will be. And honestly, as much as I hate to say it, my ex wife's happiness and religious efforts, while not being pushed on me in any way, had a major influence on me. I see others happy and living happy lives, and I know this is the key to that happiness, being righteous, and doing all that can be done to ensure eternal salvation.