I am a new member and I am the only member in my family. My family is unstable with an alcoholic mom and three other siblings that are all going down a much different path than I am. There is constant swearing, drinking, and disapproval in my house. Im really tired of taking care of everything myself. My bishop keeps telling me that the only thing i can do for them is to be a good example. Its really hard keeping the spirit in my house and to avoid my pre-member nonworthy life when I have to come home to temptations of the past everyday. My family is not real supportive about me being a new member and I dont know if i can take it anymore. I need some help. I love the church and have a very strong testimony but I dont know where to go from here