Mockingbird

I have been on my knees... I felt comforted in letting it go.... But I am just plain scared of starting all over again and of what our friends are going to say, etc. yesterday after I finished praying, I opened my iPad and then when I clicked on my library, this quote came in plain view: "A challenge for all of us is not to look sideways to see how others are viewing our lives but to look up to see how Heavenly Father sees us." (jan 2012 Ensign 'Look Up ') I have had plenty of inspiration but I Let fear in...

I am recently contemplating on ending my marriage of 4 years because it's unconsummated. I worry about starting over again... I worry about the pain... I am dying to have a kids of my own since we got married... I remain faithful to the covenants I made with our Heavenly Father... My remaining active in the Church gave me peace and strength to bear the pain.... I just don't know for how long... When do I just let it go?