PureWolf386

I haven't taken offense my friend. I take things at face value. I was not trying to attack you. I like sheep... tasty!!! >>> Sits in a corner and waits like a good puppy.

I'd like to think that I have some of the traits of a wolf, but no I am not of the wolf family. I do bite occasionally, but that is about it!

<div align="left">I think I'd go with being a Wiccan, I'm a nature nut, and they have a very earthy free spirit about themselves. They have natural herbs to heal the ill, and they do not judge others harshly. Most of the pepole I've met that practice Wicca are very nice, clear headded people I have ever met. <You have to understand that being different does not make them bad people> </div>

What is considered good study habits? Reading a chapter a day to keep evil away? or Like me pop open the B o M and where ever it opens up to read the first thing that pops out at you? I have found all sorts of neat things like that, and most of the time they are exactly spot on to what I needed to read at that particular time in my life. I've been told that I need to pray first, then read then ponder/comtemplate what I had read. The things is though the ponder thing doesn't work for me. I have an overactive imagination, it is like trying to nail down air or water. it just doesn't happen.

I've been looking for some new freind to openly discuss the tumblings thought in the back on my head... I am a writer as a hobby. Look out for sometime weird and out of this world occasionally. Some of the things I think about are totally way off this place. It seems honesty is an option online. I prefer it when I refer to myself, so later in life it does not bite me in the butt. I was ex-communicated a little over a year ago. (I know that means I'm a bad guy, & I must have done something really wrong.) Well porn does that to a guy. Drives him crazy and makes him do stupid things. I had it all, Aaronic Preisthood, and the Melchizidic Priesthood as well. I feel like I rushed into everything, and I felt lost. It was almost a year when I got the Melchizidic Preisthood,I got it sooner for I was getting married in the temple not too soon afterwards. Anyways I was lost, and I had no idea what I was supposed to to, or anything. I screwed up majorly. I've been married for over 2 years, been seperated for a year of that. I fell in love with someone else, and now my wife is demanding I pay for the divorce/dissolution. I wanted to be excommunicated by the time I went before a (trial) group, at least that is what it felt like to me. I asked for a chance to have a clean slate. To start from the bottom, and know I am worthy of having the priesthood again. I am 34 years old, almost 35. I like to hang around in the rafters and speak my mind on what happening, and maybe learn a few things along the way!! =^.^=

I don't write in my jounal everyday, but major events in life are recorded, and simple thought of my friends end up being put in there tooo. My friends jokes, and thoughts help me to lift my spirits when I am battling depression. I've been doing my journal for over 8 years. Adding art work or doodles makes the writing process easier because it allows me to collect my thoughts.