Fatkittycat

Jojobas, thank you so much for sharing. The story of Robert hit home for me.

I feel his behavior is taking away from the spirit in our home. He spends hours looking at transsexual pornography. He no longer sees homosexuality as wrong. He has gone as far as believing parents should be forced to administer hormone therapy to their children if the government thinks it is necessary. He constantly fights with my children. I feel like I am walking on eggshells. I to,d him he was handsome the other day and he was upset with me. He says I should be loyal and yet he is contacting total strangers and offering to send pictures of him in his panties and stockings. He contacted a lady on Craigslist who likes transsexual men. Then he says I'm not loyal because I won't support his decisions. He wants me to be attracted to a female body. I am not attracted to women. He makes me feel guilty for being straight and normal. He personally attacks me any time I try to talk to him about my feelings. I feel so hopeless. I am scared to go to my bishop. If my husband finds out, he will be outraged.

I have children from a previous marriage. They are 19 and 15. My husband is very defiant when I try to talk to him about this. I have so many crazy emotions right now. I feel betrayed, resentful, and depressed. I spend much time crying. Just wondering if anyone out there has had this challenge.

I recently found out my husband has been contacting the LGBT community about his feelings toward being transgender. He went as far as going to the doctor for a "wellness visit" where he was given Hormone Replacement Therapy to become physically more like a woman. This was all done without my knowledge. I found the drugs under the bed while I was cleaning the floor. I feel so betrayed by his actions, and don't know how to handle the situation. I have gone to a counselor a couple of times, but the counselor is very liberal in his beliefs. Does anyone know where the church stands on this topic? I just don't feel like it is right? Does anyone know where I can go to get some advice and support?