That makes sense - which is why leaders need to know all the scriptures and look at the larger picture over time and space - and not subjugate to senior leaders for the sake of approval. Truth and Christ's views must guide the church, not the other way around - I've watched this happen in the past; no thinking, just accept everything. I'm learning the importance of a personal relationship with God, which is spiritual maturity. I also see the need for help from people, in and out of the church, as we struggle to learn and grow. If God wanted to just give us everything and make life easy He would have designed it that way; but we have to learn to trust, fail, get up, see what brings us closer to our 'true self'.