Your post and the replies to it are helping me out termendously. I'm a recovering Alcoholic, have been sober a bit over 6 1/2 years, and feel now that I am coming back full-circle to a relationship with my Heavenly Father & Jesus Christ. I met for the first time, with my Bishop Tuesday night. I had much fear and anxiety of telling him of my past transgressions, and honestly I did not want to tell him those things. But (my grammar teacher would know me upside the head starting a sentence with 'BUT') looking back and praying I know the spirit of the Holy Ghost gave me the strength to tell (on myself) of the things that I have done. A tool I learned in AA is this: 1. Pray for guidance from High Power, which I identify NOW as my Heavenly Father & Jesus Christ. 2. Write about what is on my mind, heart, and spirit (e.g. journaling). 3. Talk to my Bishop (especielly now as I continue thru the repentence process). 4. Continually Pray for guidance and seeking help from God. For you see, God know the things I have done and what I'm thinking and I know that he knows. I've been told recently that the Bishop is my "gate" to my Father In Heaven and only thru this gate may I someday be able to be in his presence once more. My hope is that my experience can also help you out. God Bless! scott