Today is the 1 year anniversary of me stopping cutting. Only one close family friend knows much about it. This whole year I have stuggled with my feelings, I cut for over a year and most of that time I felt horriable about it but just did not know how to stop and did not know how or who to ask for help towards the end I would say this is the last time and when I would do it again I felt like a complete faliure. Being mormon there are so many more responsibilities with all of our knowledge and I felt like I could not keep a promise with my self and that if I could not trust myself how could the lord. I have never talked to a church leader about it and I know that I completly defiled my body and I don't know if I'm temple worthy. I have tried to live my life righously since then but I'm diffrent. There is a youth temple trip comming up and one of leaders knows that I'm not going and that I'm not sure if I'm worthy but she does not know why. I want to go to the temple because I love the way you feel but I will not go if I'm not worthy. What should I do?
Elizabeth
