Fed up of yo-yoing

[Aesa]

No person is an island.

Find fellowship for support.

[FunkyTown]

You do not know the half of it so please stay out of it. Whatever I have said here is not the whole picture. How dare you think to presume you know me.

Just another reason I don't comment here much.

Welcome to the Internet. If you don't want people to comment on what you have to say, don't say it.

[WillowTheWhisp]

Well, I actually vissited my home ward on Sunday, which I dont do very often. It was amazing, it had such a diffrent feel, I actually enjoyed church for the first time in ages, I really want to go back next week to my home ward. But I know the church is so strict with boundaries. I suppose I could go there as I dont have a calling at the minute. I know that a lot of your advice is true-its what I put into it and how I perceive things. But Ive realised that feeling comfortable is really important so I am going to look into going to my home ward for the tie being, even if just temporary, if it helps me then its a good thing right?

It may just be that you are exactly what is needed in your own (geographical) ward. Perhaps you can take the spirit of how you feel when attending your 'home ward' with you when you go to your own ward.

Also, when it feels like other people are a little 'holier than thou' remember that you don't go to church for other people. You don't even go for yourself. You go for Heavenly Father. He's the one who wants you where he places you.

[richlittell]

Going to your home ward might be just what you need. I'm sure Heavenly Father would rather see you in your home church than to become inactive because you don't like your own ward. Sometimes, when we have deep needs, we have to decide these things for ourselves. Just make sure you do it with sincere prayer and not as some excuse to take the easy way out, do it with a purpose of building up your spirituality so that you'll be strong enough to attend any ward anywhere in the world, that should be your goal, on any given Sabbath day.